Sitting here on a Saturday, I feel incredibly tired, being sick is totally draining me of all energy and happiness. It doesn't feel like a life threatening disease but I've been sick for so long it's making me angry. I've decided to devote all of my money and time to E.'s happiness, because she deserves it. She is so beautiful and such a fighter. I'm gonna start with re-modeling her room this month, and enrolling her in a couple of classes so she can make little kinder friends. Haha. I feel totally spaced out. I think I just need to give up on creativity this month, I'm just tired. I will do better next month. The end. Fin.