Bonjour, konnichiwa, etc. So I got my Panda Hat yay! It doesn't look exactly like Enrique but who cares. It is soooo comfy. Oh and Ivanovitch has finally started training me his workouts are so intense that I am sore for days. He will really be a great fitness trainer when he is done studying. He has been on a recent boubt of the poor me's and it's really bothering me like why cry over spilt milk. Great I wasn't able to do anything I really wanted in the past couple of years, but whatever, I have the rest of my life ahead of me so plenty of time to make up for it. Meh, don't want to write about it anymore. Been really lazy with a lot of my goals recently , I guess mainly because I have been so focused on our vacation to Paris. Looks like I am just going alone ....again. I had all these plans, guess it won't be so exciting anymore. Anyway gots to go. Chus -Nats

It's Saturday, it's snowing, and I'm listening to Fall Out boy. I kind of forgot about the blog once Ivan got paid cus I was out doing tons of fun stuff! We got a bunch of bedroom furniture from IKEA I finally ordered my Panda hat went to SUBWAY, etc etc. Oh yeah we had the football party, it was okay...It's been snowing on and off. Haven't had any time to film my music video yet, and I'm getting fat because I've been lazy with my diet. I'm thinking of going on a juice diet for the next two weeks, it would probably be really expensive but my friend C. just invited me to Paris and I want to look amazing. :D E. is learning how to talk a bazillion times more. Only half started on my goals, do not want to quit!! I WILL make music videos and record songs and learn German! :D And write my book. Just need to remind myself, pretty much like everything in life. Dishes are piling up in my kitchen as well as garbage, I wish life would slow down a little so I could have time for everything...Ivanovitch is always busy with work and business phone calls and Elaina, so no time for fun stuff. I doubt he will want to do the music video tomorrow. It would be cool though. I could sit down and be lazy but as if I've seen the past few days all that happens is the dishes pile up and the garbage piles up and the house looks gross. LE SIGH! Well I have to go have a bazillion things to do. Tschuzzz~ Nats