Creepy Panda Flower Boy

So yesterday watching Vampire Diaries again, have to say Damon is pretty pathetic and I just realized half of his storylines don't make any sense. But he sure is pretty! Ahahaha. It's still freezing and boring. Wanted to buy a Panda Hat but my BIL ordered two and now I just feel creeped out with pandas. Way to ruin something cute. le sigh. Hopefully Ivanovtich gets paid tomorrow or I will kill myself from boredom. Supposed to have a party next Sunday hopefully it's awesome and not such a fail. I want to start filming one of my videos but I haven't died my hair yet. Whoops I literally just said died....wow! Ok buh bye!!

Bored bored bored

This has to be the most boring week in history. Snow freezingnrss combined with no money or social interaction might as well kill myself. I'm even bored of watching movies!! No new good television no pay day today gah !! Ok rant over chuzzz.

It's been a pretty uneventful couple of days, been in bed with cramps, no fun! Yesterday was kind of exciting I guess... I finally got my panda IPhone cover and then we had some Hungarian food and watched the Hobbit. I am so ADD I think I straight up missed half of what was going on. That movie needs subtitles! Oh yeah and this morning I got to watch Flower Boy Next Door!! I love it! It's so awesome and the characters are so cute. Ivanovitch has his day off today so we are just chilling. Nothing much else to say....here's a picture of my Panda cover & Flower Boy Next Door :D

And here's a random photo of my new dream room. Chuzzz! -Nats

I am so excited! So much progress today! So I started writing a new song it's in drop D it is half-way finished and it is actually in a good key where I sound good. Googled how to edit with my Toshiba Camileo and discovered that I can actually edit it on my Dell Laptop, so I don't need to buy a new computer, yay! My Internet also finally got fixed so I am typing from my computer finally, so excited. Also got Rosetta Stone for German and a bunch of other languages. I also worked out a few times this week got my cardio in today. I think I finally decided which color I want my hair to be finally I guess I will have to see how it actually looks on me. In theory I think it will look good. I want to dye it light blonde and put pink streaks in. Then I'll be a real punk rocker girl haha! Now just need to find some actual models for my music video, so far no takers. Looks like I might have to pay someone after all. Toodles! --Nats

Winter

So I built a snowman today with Elaina to no avail the snow was totally not aticky bu we made a minature snowman hahaha. Roads were packed with snow, the traffic was super slow. Ivan took 40 minutes to get home from town on the bus today. Started up a few music video concepts just got to find some actors for my first one. Everyone is sound asleep. I find myself happy when I am alone. Ivan's relatives have really been irritating me. It's like almost every aingle one down to the cousins are weirdoes. What the heck is wrong with them. Well at least one good thing came out: Ivan! Love him! It's sad when you feel uncomfortable in your own house. Some people are just rude. Ugh. I hid my food today. Can you believe it?! I just need to be alloone. Ha ok vent over I'm sure everyone hates their in laws. On a brighter note Elaina is learning to talk a lot more hopefully soon she can formulate sentences and actually pronounce them properly lol. Well goodnight blogger universe. I am pooped! -Nats

Konnichiwa!

Hallo, bonjour, hi etc. I finally figured I needed a place to vent or write or post where my grandma won't like every post and be like OMG what are you talking about. So, January. Looking pretty cold and bleak, pretty much broke? from the Christmas season. I have so many random career ideas this month I don't even know where to start. Culinary student? Translator? Fitness baddie? Musician? World traveler?(Not too sure about the last one) Or maybe I can be a break out star and write an awesome book that people will make movies out of. Hmmm.....maybe not. My Fanfiction was pretty popular though among 12 year old girls. Either way I need to stick to something or else I am just a spaced out 20 year old girl. Or maybe I can pull a Rosie Emerson and do all of them, woohoo!! (Hope she never gets around to reading that, lol.)Or maybe I can just be an angry rapper from the amount of sleep I've been getting. I don't get myself I wake up two hours early. Lately I have screaming matches with Ivanovitch over random inconsequential things like cooking or which TV show we're watching. Speaking of screaming, my neighbors are screaming obscenely loud. (I have Turkish neighbors.) WHAT do they do down there?? Either they are professional wrestlers or they have some highly pyschopathic abusive tendecies. Well, ta'ta for now got to get to my eight different career options. Here is a sexy picture of Ian Somerhalder.

--Nats